Alone in the world

Abstracted to you

These are some recent paintings I’ve been doing, I had dreams about these colors and I’m satisfying my fantasies with bringing these strokes to life.

I keep adding these painting to my “Distant Island” series, that’s a place where I go to often when I don’t wanna be reached.

Thanks for reading,

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Day off !

Pardon me while I take my time and try to figure out what will I do and where would I go next…

“The pitch”

12mm filled with Argon and Mercury.

This is a neon about Nothing, It’s titled “The pitch” because of that episode from”Seinfeld”.

Sunset at the bridge

I couldn’t resist to make a final stop to get a glimpse of the Golden Gate Bridge in San Fran, this was the end of my road trop from the PNW, It was a good one, I’m happy.

The loast coast, california.

I finally made it to this part of California, I do love the South because it reminds me to México but the North side of Cali has a different charm and did not disappoint. The Last Coast was a challenging drive but it was worth it.

“GONE”

“Loss and legacy” it’s a work that speaks to me everyday, I’ve been constantly thinking about the loss of dear people in my life, not only because they actually died, like my dear father, but because we couldn’t connect anymore, people I love, friends and lovers, family, maybe pets in your case. For better or for worse they’re gone for now, some of them forever. Loosing people in your life leaves us thinking about them, in many situations and in many ways, depending of course in what kind of relationship we had. I wanted to put all of those feelings in a symbol I just couldn’t, so I need to say it with words, but not many words were enough, only one: “GONE”.

Today I keep to myself the legacy that others left me, the memories, the lessons learned and the love. But I do think about what am I leaving to others when I’m gone for real, not bad memories I hope, only the good stuff and my light work.

Fire Sunset

Fire Sunset Montauk, NY.

Fire Sunset

Montauk, NY.

“Loss and legacy”

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“Loss and Legacy (GONE)” 

I can not help to think about how losing my father made a huge impact in my life, I lost him and I will never have him back, today it’s been 11 years since he is not here with me I can not have his support and love as much as I want to, he can’t take me for a walk to the beach, we can’t have a meal or a beer together, he can’t make me mad at him anymore, he can’t tell me a dad joke, we can’t travel together, I wanna go fishing with him or go watch car races, he can’t hear about my life adventures, he can’t cheer me up, period. I’ve met wonderful people in my life, I’ve loved a few and I’ve felt loved by them too but in the past year I also lost some people in my life and that hurts in a different way, is a different type of loss, I think losing someone because they physically died Is easier to understand because there is no way you can bring them back to life, you can’t do anything about it,  just have to accept the fact their gone forever so you resígnate eventually. 

I’m grieving today and everyday and that’s fine with me because I have the gift of turning a bad feeling into something beautiful so I’m doing that.

Loss and legacy is about how a person makes an impact in anyone’s life based on their actions, what they do for you and what they teach us, is also about how we love and how we live our lives; Is about the lesson you learn from that loss, this is very important to acknowledge because you grow from that/them. I think about what’s my legacy, What am I gonna leave to my family, my friends and my community? I’ve left my country, my hometown and I’ve left other places I’ve lived and loved only to do better and learn more from them.

So I left and I’ve been gone for a while and some people is gone from my life too and that’s okay.

“Correct me if I’m wrong and remind me when I’m gone”